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...perfection is attained, not when there is no longer anything to add,
but when there is no longer anything to take away.-Antoine de Saint-Exupery
Created on 2009-08-26 01:12:59 (#21774359), last updated 2009-12-11
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| Name: | dslilwaifwanab |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 02-07 |
| Location: | Florida, United States |
Well, I'm 21 years old and I've been suffering from eating disorders ever since I was 13, that was when my mom left. My dad was so self-involved with his own anger and hurt that he didn't even notice when I hardly ate, or ate too much then went straight to the bathroom, or when I didn't eat at all. I'm not really anorexic, or bulemic....I don't think...I'm not really sure what I am. I've never really ever wanted for anything but over the past couple of years I've pretty much lost everything. My dad passed when I was 17. It crushed me. He left me the house, but I didn't get it(long story) I had a car but it got repoed(another story) I had a little bit of money but my mom guilted me into giving it to her and now she owes me over $20,000 that I seriously doubt I'll ever see again...the list goes on and on. I got in this huge fight with my mother's boyfriend over the dumbest little thing and my mom told me I had to get out of the house because HE said he couldn't live with me anymore. So she chose some guy over her own daughter, even after he put his hands on me. The bastard effing put his hands on me and she was standing right there and she didn't do a damn thing. *sigh* "calm down Jamie" Sorry, I'm making this too long...I just need someone to talk to. I need a place where I feel I belong...I think I've found a community but I'm waiting to be accepted. I don't know if I ever will be...everyone else has rejected me. What makes this any different?...
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a little country sometimes, alternative, anything by stephenie meyer, family guy, futurama, potc, readgin, rock, short stories, sometimes plays..., south park, the mentalist, twilight, writing poems
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